True Colors*

Saturday night Leah and I went down into town to get hamburgers, a very rare occurrence for us. We had forgotten that it was the Fourth of July until we drove past Ridge Ferry Park on the Oostanaula River and saw crowds and police gathering. The hamburger joint was nearby. When we pulled into the parking lot, we saw this parade heading towards the park to celebrate American independence.

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Leah and I both had the same strong emotional reaction to this sight: it was scary.

I have tried to be fair and honest about this, but I can’t think of one even slightly charitable interpretation of this behavior. For me, it’s one of two things, either a display that says, “I’m a racist and proud of it”, or a display of gross ignorance; possibly both.

All of the flags in this image seem to be the Confederate battle flag. Some trucks had the old Georgia state flag that included the battle flag, and some had an American flag alongside the racist flag.

The old Georgia state flag with the Confederate battle flag is an even stronger statement of racism than the original battle flag itself, since the Georgia legislature created that particular flag in 1956 specifically as a symbol of defiance towards the American policy of desegregation. The racist symbol flag was eliminated in 2003 through the efforts of Roy Barnes, the last Democratic governor of Georgia, who lost his next gubernatorial election largely because of that.

I interpret this parade of bigotry as a reaction to the widespread backlash against display of the Confederate symbol after the racially-motivated murder of nine black people in Charleston. Apparently other like-minded (I’m being generous in attributing a quality of “mind” to this behavior) people have been having such parades around Georgia and perhaps other backward places.

I talked about the kinds of people who do this in a previous post about the Sons of Confederate Veterans and the racist auto tag they had the state of Georgia produce. There is sometimes an attempt to characterize the symbol and the behavior as honoring some kind of mythical Southern heritage that doesn’t include starting the bloodiest American war to try to preserve and extend slavery in the United States. In that previous post I concluded that the SCV are being disingenuous and that their other words show their true colors.

Maybe some of these people are trying to say that they simply want to honor their Southern heritage. In that case, it’s kind of ironic that they are heading towards Ridge Ferry Park, named for the Cherokee leader Major Ridge, who had a ferry not far away. Ridge was a Cherokee leader during the time that the Cherokees were forcibly removed from their traditional lands in Georgia by covetous white settlers. That’s certainly part of Southern white heritage, but not one I would consider worth honoring.

Another part of Southern heritage is a tendency to cry about how badly Southerners were treated after the Civil War (or, as I prefer to call it, the War to Save Slavery). Roger Aycock, a local author, wrote a history of the Rome, Ga, area called “All Roads to Rome.” He relied largely on contemporaneous newspaper articles for his material. The history of Reconstruction was notable for the whining of Romans about how badly they were treated after losing the war, but there was nothing about how badly slaves might have been treated before, or ex-slaves after. That kind of blind, self-absorbed unhappiness about conditions created by their own behavior seems to continue to this day to be typical of a certain population down here.

In any event, everyone knows that the Southern heritage they want to celebrate and honor never existed, and “everyone” includes the flag bearers of that heritage.

The other possibility is that these people really are simply racists and they know exactly what they’re doing, and they want people to have the reaction that Leah and I had. They want black people to fear them and what they might do. If it scares a few white “liberals”, so much the better.

I suppose one possible good thing about the display of the Confederate battle flag is that these people are identifying themselves so the rest of us know who they are.

* This opinionated post is one of the very few I have allowed myself on this blog. We now return to the normal bland posts.

No bike ride for old men

Tuesday afternoon I decided to ride my mountain bike to my doctor’s office so they could scan my new insurance card. The map on my phone says it’s 13 mile to his office. I had done it once before a few years ago, so I thought it would not be too great a challenge. The difference was that back then I was riding a good bit, including up and down the mountain, and now I’m not. It has been around a year and a half since I got on either of my bikes, and at least a couple of months since I used our now-defunct stationary bike. The stationary bike is a poor substitute for actual riding anyway.

But still, I thought it would be a fun ride and would give me a chance to get some real exercise. It turned out to be that, and more.

The first mile and a half is down Fouche Gap Road to the bottom of the mountain. I flew. The next eight or so miles was on Huffaker Road and Technology Parkway, which have gentle ups and downs. That was not bad. I was rolling along pretty well in top gear most of the time.

The end of Technology Parkway is about a half mile from Summerville Park, where I grew up. I avoided my old street, which is now four lanes and fairly busy with hospital traffic, but I got a good look at houses I have seen only from a car for decades, except for that one previous bike ride to my doctor’s office. I took a sidewalk along Martha Berry Boulevard to avoid heavy traffic for about another half mile, and then turned into Fourth Ward, where my father grew up. I rode down to the levee, and then crossed the river into downtown.

I rode a few blocks down Broad Street, where it was easy to keep up with traffic. I turned down First Avenue, which has almost no traffic, and then it was a short hop to my doctor’s office.

I was sweaty but felt pretty good when I got there. It took about a minute for them to scan my insurance card, and then I went out to start back.

When I got back to Broad Street, I crossed the river on an old railroad bridge that has been turned into a walking and bike trail. It’s narrower than I expected.

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Some Romans have started putting love locks on the handrails. We don’t take the sad, little excuse for a local newspaper, so I haven’t heard whether city officials discourage it. If they do, it hasn’t worked.

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Some people were rafting. That was a surprise, but I guess the rivers are clean these days.

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You can still see the color difference between the Oostanaula and the Etowah rivers. The Etowah River used to run red with clay from an upstream mine, but today it’s just another shade of green, like the Oostanaula.

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I have seen blue herons around here, but never on the river.

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I crossed the river, then went up the walking trail that runs along the levee.

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Things were going pretty well when I got back to Summerville Park. I decided to take a look at the steep hill we dreaded when we rode from our house diagonally across the neighborhood to the little city park at the opposite corner. I rode down the hill, and then turned around to ride back up. The mountain has turned into a barely-noticeable bump in the road. It’s not the same one that I still have in my memory.

Back on Technology Parkway my recent lack of riding was catching up to me. With a little headwind, a slight climb, and temperatures in the upper 80’s, I was beginning to struggle. A couple of light showers helped, but I still had to climb Lavender Mountain to get back home.

That was the real struggle. Even in the lowest gear I was having trouble. I wasn’t out of breath, but my legs were really fatigued. I admit it – I had to stop several times to let my legs rest.

I finally made it back home, where I hobbled around with sore quadriceps. I was also dehydrated. A couple of ibuprofens, an ice-cold beer, some orange juice and a bowl of ice cream helped. As did a good night’s sleep.

Wednesday I was fine – not even a sore muscle. I did learn a couple of things. First, I’m not as young as I used to be, and second, I need more time on the bike before I do that again.

 

Birthday and anniversary

The US government officially recognized me as old on Monday, my actual birthday. We had planned to eat huevos rancheros in celebration at Los Portales, our favorite Mexican restaurant, but Leah was having some intestinal issues, so we didn’t make it. But on Wednesday, our 10th anniversary, we decided to make it a joint celebration, my birthday and our anniversary.

Leah told our waitress, who knew we didn’t need a menu, that it was my birthday, which was a very pale lie indeed. So, since it was the day of my observed birthday, she had a margarita instead of iced tea.

As we expected from our celebration of Leah’s birthday back in March, the waitress brought out a sopapilla. Only this one was a super-sopa. Leah’s had a cinnamon-sprinkled, fried tortilla with honey, chocolate and whipped cream. Mine had all that plus a heaping helping of ice cream. Here it is with Leah insisting she would have none of it.

leah_and_sopaIt’s kind of blurred, which must be the phone’s fault, since I didn’t have a margarita. Here is the sopapilla, finished off but for one normal bite, mine, and one small bite, Leah’s.

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I couldn’t believe we ate the whole thing, but we did, and I’m glad.

Later on at the dentist’s office, Leah and I were talking about how it was our 10th anniversary, and I did some quick calculations and realized that we have actually known each other for 50 years. Of course, for the first five of those, she ran away every time she saw me.

Anyway, we both recovered from lunch and the dentist found no cavities, so, all in all, a pretty decent celebration.

 

I broke the bike

When I was still working I used to ride my bicycle in warm weather, when the days were long enough that I could wait for the afternoon rush hour to end. There was a good loop in Cummings Research Park, where I worked, so I waited until around 6 pm and then rode 20 miles. On weekends at home I rode down the mountain one way or the other. Sometimes I rode the loop that the Fouche Gap Road Race used last Saturday. Other days I rode in towards town on Huffaker onto Technology Parkway (a grand name without much to back it up). But when the days got shorter and the weather got colder, I stopped riding outside.

We had bought a NordicTrack stationary bike a few years ago, but I didn’t use it much. Then, when I was diagnosed with cardiomyopathy almost two summers ago, I decided to get more serious about it. I figured if my heart was going to get lazy, I was going to push it a little and see what happened. So I started riding about 50 minutes almost every day. Sometimes on Wednesdays I skipped the ride so we could go to our favorite Mexican restaurant for huevos rancheros for lunch, but most of the time I rode.

I wore out the belt that runs from the pedal crank to the resistance mechanism. That was no big deal; I was able to get a replacement for that.

And then a few weeks ago there was a crunch from the innards of the bike, and then no more resistance. I thought I might be able to repair it again, so I tore the bike apart and eventually discovered this.

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This is an iron alloy pulley that attaches to the resistance mechanism shaft and is turned by the belt I replaced that runs to the pedal crank. Like a typical bicycle rear wheel hub, the stationary bike has a one-way clutch that engages the resistance mechanism when the pedal is turned, but freewheels when the pedal is not being cranked. If you look closely at the picture, you can see that the pulley has a crack completely through. What you may not be able to see is that the clutch mechanism has disintegrated. It’s on the inside, between two sets of roller bearings. The clutch mechanism was made from plastic. I might be wrong, but it looks like it had little plastic teeth that gripped one way but slipped the other. I assume that the plastic clutch mechanism broke because the pulley cracked and released the pressure that supported the clutch.

OK, I thought, maybe I can get a new pulley. So I went online and found a parts diagram with prices for almost every part in the bike. There was an identification number for the pulley, but no price for it. I emailed the service department to ask whether the pulley was available as a separate replacement part. The answer was that I would have to buy the entire resistance mechanism. Sorry.

That wouldn’t be a big deal, except that the resistance mechanism costs about twice what the entire stationary bike costs. It’s more than $800.

I was pretty disappointed with NordicTrack. Iron is a pretty strong material. Steel pulley wheels on automobile engines almost always last for the lifetime of the engine. I probably used the bike more than a typical buyer, but still, I doubt that I actually wore it out. I thought a failure of this type would almost certainly be a manufacturing defect, so I emailed the photo to my brother, who was a materials scientist in a previous lifetime (now he’s a Presbyterian minister). He said it seemed pretty clear that the crack started on the outside of the pulley and propagated inwards. He also thinks the cause was a defect either in machining or possibly in casting.

In the meantime, I started using a rowing machine I bought about 25 years ago and almost never used. I row for about an hour pretty much every day. Leah is also rowing; she’s at about 30 minutes and climbing. Unfortunately, I don’t think I’m getting as much benefit from the rowing machine as I did from the bike. The bike had a calorie display, which could, at least in principle, be pretty accurate, so I had a good idea of how much work I was doing. The rowing machine does not, but based on how I feel using it, I think it’s considerably less energy intensive.

Riding the bike and rowing are both pretty boring. I watch television as I exercise, but with the rower, I can’t flip channels without stopping. Even with satellite, it’s hard to find anything interesting to watch, especially in the daytime.

My brother wants me to keep the part so he can look at it the next time he comes down from Chattanooga. It is an interesting failure, if you want to look at it academically. I don’t much.

I will probably end up buying another stationary bike. I don’t know what type to buy. NordicTrack seems to have a reasonably good reputation, or at least name recognition, but I would hate to buy one and then have the damned thing break again.

A close call

My bachelor’s degree is in journalism. I worked for a newspaper for a total of about four years. For most of that time I really liked it; in fact, for a lot of that time I couldn’t imagine doing anything else. Since I was a general assignment reporter, I covered almost anything except sports. I covered the rural areas around Augusta, Ga. When you cover things like the school board meeting or a county commission meeting in a small, rural county, you have to be interested in all the things that go on, whether it’s how many teachers will come back next year or who needs their road paved. I found that I had no trouble being interested in those things.

After I left journalism, went back to school at Georgia Tech, and then went to work in Huntsville, I kept the ability to be interested in almost anything. I don’t know whether it was because I had been a reporter, or simply a manifestation of my innate curiosity. In any event, for a long time I remained interested in everything that I worked on.

In the late ‘90’s I transitioned from a full-time employee to an independent contractor. By most people’s standards, my income was pretty good.

Now that I’m retired, our income has dropped significantly. We aren’t starving, but a little extra income would always be welcome. So it was a nice to hear from a former colleague about two weeks ago that his company was looking for resumes for someone to work on a task that would last 10 to 12 weeks. That suited me, since I don’t want to go back to work full time, and the job was pretty much exactly what I spent most of my Huntsville career doing. He said the hourly rate would be good, and then he quoted a couple of numbers that ranged up to about what my hourly rate was at the end. It made sense to send him a resume.

In the meantime, I started thinking.

As a retiree younger than the full Social Security retirement age, I will lose one dollar in Social Security benefits for every dollar I get over a certain amount. When I factored that loss into what I would have made in 10 weeks, the hourly rate no longer seemed so good. And then I started imagining working for a couple of months doing the kind of stuff I had done for so long, and the job itself no longer seemed quite as attractive. I have a lot to do around here, and for some reason, tiling our downstairs bathroom seems more interesting than analyzing optical signatures.

So sometime during the last year since I retired, my ability to be, or become interested in just about anything seems to have diminished. And it seems that my time has become move valuable as well. At least to me.

My friend called about a week ago to tell me that the company with the short-term task had decided to do the work with their own employees, so they wouldn’t need an independent contractor like me. I think the strongest emotion I felt at that time was relief.

It’s possible my old company will need me to do some very short term jobs, jobs that only last a day or so, and that would be nice. But two or three months? I don’t think so.